Judge Dread

I was a judge today!- in a convention held in my company. Some judgement criteria were already set, all I had to do was just fill in the score. Even with the judgement criteria, I contemplated and revised the scores several time. Maybe I'm just fickled or just plain indecisive. That's because I've made bad judgement calls before. You ever made one before? Trust the wrong person? Nothing's more cursed than being a bad judge of a person. I envy those who can tell apart the good and the bad immediately. I often realize too late. How can you have great friendships if you can't trust anyone. How about making a wrong career judgement? I remembered when a few of us undergraduates went to US to work during the summer. Some never left US and continue to work in restaurants after that because the money was so good. Wrong career judgement? Some will beg to differ. Judgements in life is not so straight forward as like that little convention. As I get older, nothing's right or wrong anymore. As I get older, I have more maybes, mights and ifs THAN yes and no in my judgements. It's always easier to judge than to be judged.